what is death ?!

or maybe we should ask what happens after death ?

its a question no one knows the answer yet but I have invented a thought experiment that may helps to understand the true essence of death : 

" Imagine in future you can create an exact copy of yourself , and transfer all your thoughts and brain activities instantaneously . in fact it’s a simultaneous copy of you with exactly the same thoughts in the same time . now what happens if one of you is killed ? how do you define death here ?! "

Understanding God through Self-Exploration ..

I think the most complex and incomprehensible thing in the world is human being . the human being itself consists of most fundamental and challenging concepts in philosophy and science . concepts such as : free will , consciousness , complexity , design , and so on ...

so the old quote "Understanding God through Self-Exploration" seems to be true !

Inability of our brain to understand science :

When you are child its impossible to comprehend some concepts in the world no matter how much you try  . also In history it was impossible for early human to understand some concepts .

fundamental concepts

How we really got to know fundamental sub atomic forces in the world ? because we got to know larger cause and affect system in our bigger world . If we never known the concept of distance , speed , and force in our bigger world how could we even understand the concept of those fundamental forces ? ex : we know electromagnetic force because It creates force and force make an object to travel in a certain distance , we can go on by asking what is distance then ?! . so if there was any other fundamental concepts in the world we would never got to know them ?!

a proof of god ?!

can we prove intelligent design by feeling of joy ?!

Ok we cannot define complexity as a proof for god because something is complex just because we said so . we cannot define complexity . .  but what we really understand and believe in is consciousness .  when we enjoy something like when having sex , we really feel good about it ! so that is what we can feel and understand . here we can see complexity of body for one goal : enjoyment . we can see how everything in body of female and male work precisely together to get the job done : joy of sex ! how there are many many neurons in the penis and vagina to give you all the feelings .. so this complexity is for a good perceivable goal . 

god exists and he is kind ?!

ok , today I'm gonna talk about proofs for existence of God !

look at this quote from epicurus :

" Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able?
Then he is not omnipotent.
Is he able, but not willing?
Then he is malevolent.
Is he both able and willing?
Then whence cometh evil?
Is he neither able nor willing?
"Then why call him God? 

and also this one again from epicurus : 

"What is good is what is pleasurable, and what is bad is what is painful. If pain is chosen over pleasure in some cases it is only because it leads to a greater pleasure "

so I am wondering why he couldn't just modify the first quote about god like this : 

" God is willing to prevent evil , and able to do so , but not completely "

but why ?? because according to second quotation from epicurus he chosen some pain over pleasure just for a greater pleasure . God could have chosen no-pain no-pleasure ,  but he chose the second one , it is fair , isn,t it ??

the all above mentioned conclusions are just a possibility and does not prove the god itself , but if we can somehow prove the god then the above description of god turns out to be true . but only "if" we can !

what was before the big bang ? before existence ?

Ok . you cannot answer this question , no one can . but look deeper , maybe the question itself is wrong ! yes . you want to know how everything , a mass for example, came out of nothingness ?! but why not asking like this : " How nothingness cames out of things?"  think of nothingness as a result of eliminating a "thing" . so why always there should be "nothingness" before existence ?  think like this :  existence always existed and nothingness is a result of eliminating the existence ,  yeah ! the answer could be as simply as that . so for GOD believers it could be a good answer . God always existed !